updates

hrm..a lot of things happened over the past few weeks. we were quite busy doing the exhibit. it's a filipino themed one. i didn't help much reall.y i was only able to attend one weekend. we did a few decorations and ate while waiting for more things to do. hehe. the smell of paint together with varnish, thinner and rugby was toxic. at first it was ok. but the longer i statyed inside the gallery, the more "high" i felt. we took breaks in between, to laugh at our "highness". merry kept on laughing w/o reason and i had a headache. well i can't say that i enjoyed working that much.it was fun being productive.but some people just went too far to make others feel bad. i mean everyone's stressed out already. why make things worse by bossing people around and saying bad things in front of people for everyone to hear. hayz. i'd rather eat than see all the drama happening. it's much too stressful.but i'm glad that exhibit's finally over. what a relief. now we're back to our normal lives.

yesterday was fun and tiring at the same time. we had our CS class, half of which i spent sleeping. then there was this mass, which i skipped to eat breakfast.we went to divisoria after. 168 mall was fun.we shopped for VM stuff...actually they did bec. i ended up buying nothing. then headed to divisoria mall. omg. i witnessed sardines land on our way to tabora for those craft stores. we ended up not going there becasue it was too crowded. pretty scary. we rode pedicabs back to school and it costs a lot!parang price na ng taxi!but it was ok.kinda fun.adventure.hehe. we then decided to have our VM hws checked.but realized it was too late bec sir basbas already left. we were to engrossed in our work we didn't realize it was already quarter to siz.ooops. concert time.

merry and i thought we're late.it said in the ticket the cocnert will start at 6. but it started at 7,with my growling tummy craving for food. i had to endure with a pack of chunkee cookies and a fita. the show started with flange, a band from the bio department. the vocalist got our attention.hehe. then there was publico,a UST band. up next is the band i waited for!callalily! at that moment, i didn't really notice their singing. i was too busy staring at kean.*swoon* he's so dreamy.i love their songs but i love him more! imago gave a really great performance.their vocalist was greaaaat.i love the way she sings. then sandwich!! they had the best performance. they wanted the crowd to go wild but the crowd wasn't that up to it. still,it was great.syempre, merry waited for spongecola.to see yael in the flesh. the crowd went wild when yael came out. everyone ruished to the front and stood on their chairs. i did too but i felt bad for the new chairs. i loved their performance but i wasn't that drawn to them. i took pictures and videos though.^^ my 290 pesos was worth it.it was fun. i went home happily eating my cup noodles dinner and turon for dessert. the day was tiring but definitely worth it. i can't wait for christmas!!!!!!!

okaaaay.school's gonna start tomorrow!!! actually...later.it's already 2 in the morning. well...school started 2 days ago, but i'm too lazy to attend. i missed one subject already! hayz. we're merged with the 3rd section. kari and emy told me there's like 50+ people in class. there won't be enough tables and chairs!!!especially for late people like me. well i still like our sked this sem. it's not that hectic. i don't need to wake up at 5:30 in the morning.except for tuesdays and fridays. but still, whupee! i'm not that excited to attend school.maybe because i still feel tired of the class atmosphere.you know, usual stuff. but i do miss my friends terribly. can't wait to see them later!!! school means i have to give up my more than 14 hours of sleep a day, and the rest in front of the computer.(lolx.adik talaga ako) hay. i'm not excited to do plates either. but if it can make me stay away from this computer screen, why not. school would mean more expenses. hey.i can still remember the day i shelled out 500 pesos for the food we ordered, and getting back only 1/8 the amount of my crispy 500 peso bill. school= stress. i don't even need to argue on this one. it's not stress as in homework but stress because of time management problems and just school stuff.

i want a chewy chocolate cake!!! someone give me a whole Oliver's chocolate cake please!!!
wooot.it's november. my birthday's coming soon. am i too excited for something still a few weeks away??? hrm...i guess not. i won't expect much though. the last time i expected too much(18th bday) i only ended up in tears. hehehe.won't elaborate on that though. gotta go to sleep. ^^

whupeeee

it's the nth time i tried to revive my blog.i keep on making one but i end up deleting them. blogging has made my life miserable with people gossiping about it. i can't blame them. they must be bored or maybe they just want some action in their lives. they only end up hurting themselves and others just because they wanted to satisfy their cravings for juicy details. in a girl's world, gossip can be your biggest enemy. it's one's way to pull someone down and make themselves feel better about themselves. i have been a victim of nasty gossip and just when i thought my life couldn't get back to where it was, i actually made myself fight back. it was the best feeling ever, to defend myself despite the consequences i could encounter. looking back, that gossip incident made me a better person. i feel better about myself and it made me believe that being me is not a bad thing at all. i became closer to my family and i gained super cool friends! generally, i'm happy. i feel so lucky to have a weird family and a set of friends willing to help each other out even in times of need. ^_^

these past few months, i have been drowning myslef in homework and sitting in front of the computer. i can't make myself leave my computer and i feel so helpless whenever i see it. i just had to click away like i have nothing else to do. *click click* i'm sooo glad it's finaly sembreak. we had so many plates i barely had sleep for months. i still find it hard to sleep early. i got so used to not getting any sleep that having 12 hours of continuous sleep is not enough. i'm currently working on Hiraya, CFAD's magazine as one of the archives people. honestly, i feel like i haven't done anything as contribution. actually, i haven't done anything at all. except inform some people to pass their works if they want it to get featured.

i got my clearance today. yehey!i passed all my subjects! ok ok..i know about it days ago. i already know my grades even if it's not yet posted on the UST site. lots of thanks to *toot* for filling me in on the infos i need. hay.i feel happy i passed every subject. but i feel bad because i know i can do better but i didn't because i can't get my lazy self not to cram. every sem i tell myself that i'm not going to bum around and do my plates whenever i have free time. it never works out though. i just in front of the computer, chatting with my online buddies or play my current addiction, Ragnarok Online. i've been playing it for more than a year now. i don't know if i play it just because it's addictive or because of the people i've met there. meeting people online or in person, i think it's almost the same thing. people online pretend to be like someone else just like people we meet in person.they do it for fun. just like in ragnarok, there's the chiksilogs--boys who have girl characters, who can pretend to be girls and fool the gullible guys.hehe. but people online can be genuine too.they can be more real than the people we really meet. they can't express their true selves in real life because of some reason and make their online lives their outlet to express themselves. oooh.this reminds me of A Cinderalla Story!!nomad and princeton girl!i love that movie!!!^^